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      Pilgrimage Ponderings
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  <p id="description">ponder- to think about: reflect on; to think or consider especially quietly, soberly, and deeply. . .                      
pilgrimage-the course of life on earth; a journey, especially a long one, made to some sacred place as an act of religious devotion
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     <h2 class="date-header">Monday, 05 October 2009</h2>
      
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      <p><P>I often receive emails from people who care about me warning me of the next possible way that harm might come to me, if I am not hyper-vigilant and on guard.&nbsp; Maybe someone is going to access my financial accounts and wipe them clean if I allow myself to be taken in by the latest cell phone scam.&nbsp; Maybe I am at risk for being abducted from a parking lot if I am not aware of the latest attempt of the bad folks to appear to be in need of help.</P>
<P>Usually I read the email I have received, out of respect for the person who sent it to me.&nbsp; But I find that I cannot bring myself to forward it on.</P>
<P>It seems that I am unwilling to participate in perpetuating a culture of fear.</P>
<P>I believe that we should all be cautious and use common sense.&nbsp; I am aware that there is a price to be paid for being too trusting.&nbsp; I also think that there is a price we pay for expecting bad things to happen at every turn.&nbsp; There is a price we pay for allowing fear, rather than mere caution, to be what rules us.</P>
<P>I believe that as people who seek to be faithful to Jesus Christ, we must make the choice to err on the side of hope and love, not fear, even if it means that we sometimes meet harm.&nbsp; To walk through life in fear of the next attack that might come is to see this world as evil, dangerous, and treacherous.&nbsp; And I think, all too often, we tend to get what we expect from life.</P>
<P>I believe that I am not going to be able to avoid the bad and difficult things in life, just because I am on guard against them.&nbsp; Walking in faith, for me, is trusting that Jesus walks with me into those difficult times, that the community of faith will sustain me, and that I have the opportunity to help&nbsp;mulitiply the good in the world&nbsp;by sharing it rather than hiding it away.</P></p>
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			  <p><b>Stephen Taylor:</b> Kathy, especially be careful of the people who read your blog.   <small>(10/28/09)</small></p>
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			  <p><b><a href="http://www.jouercasino.eu":</b> Interesting blog! Donc, beaucoup de nouvelles informations, et surtout - &#224; court et clair! Merci!  <small>(01/05/10)</small></p>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_151.htm">
		       Well, I Tried 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_150.htm">
		       Some Favorite Things from the ADCA 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_149.htm">
		       It'll be here soon 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_148.htm">
		       Coaching 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_147.htm">
		       What Should Really Happen to the Book of Resolutions 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_146.htm">
		       About 800 pages to go 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_145.htm">
		       Is it True? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_144.htm">
		       Sharing One's Gifts 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_143.htm">
		       New Life 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_142.htm">
		       The Illusion 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_141.htm">
		       The Waiting Game 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_140.htm">
		       New Life 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_139.htm">
		       My Place 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_138.htm">
		       The Elephant in the Room 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_137.htm">
		       A Good Start 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_136.htm">
		       It's Not Too Late 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_135.htm">
		       Moving the Cheese 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_134.htm">
		       Effectiveness 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_133.htm">
		       Swan Song 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_132.htm">
		       Perfectionism and (UGGH!) Mistakes 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_131.htm">
		       Things That I Lose Sleep Over 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_130.htm">
		       Thoughts on the Bible 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_129.htm">
		       The DCA is Here 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_128.htm">
		       More Than One Valentine 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_127.htm">
		       On Self Care and Sabbath Thinking 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_126.htm">
		       I'm not sure what to call this one 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_125.htm">
		       Sexual Ethics and the Beginning of Lent 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_124.htm">
		       I'm Back...and Times Have Changed 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_123.htm">
		       Hiatus 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_122.htm">
		       Prayer for Patience 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_121.htm">
		       Sshh....It's a Secret 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_120.htm">
		       Advent Waiting 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_119.htm">
		       Pitching Tent 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_118.htm">
		       Rant on Playing Church 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_117.htm">
		       The Myth of No (or only two) Choices 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_116.htm">
		       Lessons from Wrestling 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_115.htm">
		       Positions vs. Interests 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_114.htm">
		       Taboo 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_113.htm">
		       On Humility, Arrogance, and Mercy 		    </a>
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        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_112.htm">
		       What I am Thankful For 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_111.htm">
		       Power, Prestige, and Security 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_110.htm">
		       Pre-Thanksgiving Thanksgiving 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_109.htm">
		       Bishops, Cabinets, and Big Ideas 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_108.htm">
		       Ponder This 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_107.htm">
		       Saturday Celebrations 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_106.htm">
		       On Mercy and Justice 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_105.htm">
		       What's Your Passion? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_104.htm">
		       Random Thoughts on How to be Less Effective in Ministry 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_103.htm">
		       God of Possibilities 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_102.htm">
		       Covered by Grace 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_101.htm">
		       Two Good Thoughts 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_100.htm">
		       Raising Our Own Awareness 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_99.htm">
		       Even the Stones Will Cry Out 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_98.htm">
		       Be a Stranger! 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_97.htm">
		       Jesus and Tax Collectors and Binding and Loosing 		    </a>
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        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_96.htm">
		       All I Need to Know... 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_95.htm">
		       How Do We Choose Our Heroes? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_94.htm">
		       On Wants, Needs, and Gas Tanks 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_93.htm">
		       Just Imagine 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_92.htm">
		       Blow, Spirit, Blow 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_91.htm">
		       Connections 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_90.htm">
		       The Tracks of My Tears 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_89.htm">
		       Calling, Ministry, and Identity 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_88.htm">
		       I think the question is "How?" 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_87.htm">
		       The Rules of Ten and Three 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_86.htm">
		       I'm a Star! 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_85.htm">
		       Will You Be Here Awhile? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_84.htm">
		       A Puzzling Conversation 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_83.htm">
		       I'm Hiding! 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_82.htm">
		       How the Devil Wins 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_81.htm">
		       The Difference Between To, For, and With 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_80.htm">
		       The Ministry of Teaching 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_79.htm">
		       Family Trip to the Capitol 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_78.htm">
		       A Mom's Thoughts on Harry Potter 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_77.htm">
		       Thoughts on Witness and Evangelism 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_76.htm">
		       On Dreams and Elephants 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_75.htm">
		       On Neville and Leadership 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_74.htm">
		       Psyche's Journey 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_73.htm">
		       Quality and Relationship 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_72.htm">
		       The Grace of Differing Paths 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_71.htm">
		       Our Language Matters 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_70.htm">
		       Is There Such a Thing as a Blogging Vacation? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_69.htm">
		       On Facing Death and Embracing Life 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_68.htm">
		       Being Connected 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_67.htm">
		       Summertime 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_66.htm">
		       Home from Annual Conference 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_65.htm">
		       New Things at Annual Conference 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_64.htm">
		       Legacy and Leadership 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_63.htm">
		       My Friend Jean 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_62.htm">
		       It's the Only Story They Know 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_61.htm">
		       What Are You Looking For? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_60.htm">
		       A Thought for the Day 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_59.htm">
		       In Memoriam 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_58.htm">
		       In Focus 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_57.htm">
		       It Has Begun 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_56.htm">
		       Every PK's Dream 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_55.htm">
		       A Sign of Trust 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_54.htm">
		       Out of Focus 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_53.htm">
		       Heading South 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_52.htm">
		       Unspeakable Act 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_51.htm">
		       Perspective 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_50.htm">
		       Happy Easter 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_49.htm">
		       Still pondering the Passion 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_48.htm">
		       Pondering Christ's Passion 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_47.htm">
		       Holy Indifference 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_46.htm">
		       The Gift of Misery 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_45.htm">
		       Community and a Rubick's Cube 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_44.htm">
		       Lifelines 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_43.htm">
		       Rats, Duality, and a Link 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_42.htm">
		       A Fundamental Question 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_41.htm">
		       Addendum 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_40.htm">
		       Middle Class Values 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_39.htm">
		       My Lenten Confession 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_38.htm">
		       Women in Ministry 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_37.htm">
		       Holy Dissatisfaction 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_36.htm">
		       Is it Charity or Mission? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_35.htm">
		       Why Don't We Ask? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_34.htm">
		       Shifting Our Perspective 		    </a>
		  </li>
        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_33.htm">
		       A Provocative Thought About Change 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_32.htm">
		       Celebrating Smaller Congregations 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_31.htm">
		       Storytelling, God, and the Church 		    </a>
		  </li>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_30.htm">
		       Reactive or Responsive? 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_29.htm">
		       Surprises 		    </a>
		  </li>
        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_28.htm">
		       The Price of Leadership 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_27.htm">
		       Wisdom from the Desert 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_26.htm">
		       Commitment, Priorities, and Schedules 		    </a>
		  </li>
        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_25.htm">
		       Double Digits 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_24.htm">
		       Change 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_23.htm">
		       God Speaks in Community 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_22.htm">
		       Spent for the Gospel 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_21.htm">
		       Hindsight 		    </a>
		  </li>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_20.htm">
		       Letting Go 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_19.htm">
		       Ignorance and Sin 		    </a>
		  </li>
        		  <li>
		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_18.htm">
		       What Not To Do 		    </a>
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		    <a href="http://mail.umcsc.org/blogs/ponderings/item_17.htm">
		       Lima Bean 		    </a>
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